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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year :D

Not gonna update about my CNY celebration because everything is so conventional till I don't know how to blog about.

This I found off someone else's blog...

It seems interesting :D

Here we go. The Rules...

a. put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. for each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
乐园－张韶涵 [Theme Park - Angela Chang]
(Definitely daydreaming...)

2. How would you describe yourself?
No Regret - Koda Kumi
(Live with no regrets?)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Dang Shin Eun Nao Babo Ae Yo [I am a Fool] - Goong - Princess Hours OST
(I like a guy who emphasizes so much on his pride and that ruin our relationship?)

4. How do you feel today?
我不配－周杰伦 [I'm not your Perfect Match - Jay Chow]
(I didn't emo!!!)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
青花瓷－周杰伦
(I want to be as unique as possible just like the vase :D)

6. What is your motto?
恋着多喜欢－梁静茹
(It means a girl who can't imagine her life without the guy... that's not my motto ok!!!)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Remember Me - Lee Hyori
(awww.... <3)

8. What do you think of your parents?
头号甜心－张韶涵 [sweetheart - Angela Chang]
(That's so true!!!)

9. What do you think about very often?
盖世英雄－王力宏 [heroes - Lee Hom Wang]
(hahaha... that's not me!!!)

10. What is 2+2?
Maria - Kim Ah Joong
( 2 + 2 = Maria? LOL)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
You and I both - Jason Mraz
(This reminded me of him though...)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Only One -Lee Hyori
(You are my only one <3)

13. What is your life?
北极星的眼泪－张栋梁 [Polaris Tears - Nicholas Teo]
(Meaning?)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
(O.o)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Prisoner of Love - Utada Hikaru
(When I see him, I think I will be a prisoner of love *faints*)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
彩虹－周杰伦 [rainbow - Jay Chow]
(I prefer When You Say Nothing At All by Ronan Keating)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Better Than Me -Hinder
(I don't want this song!!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Doo Ga Ji Mal - Jung Jae Wook & The One
(It means I'm so in love with you and I want you to stay by my side *faints)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Kurigo Saranghae - Lee So Young
(It really takes lots of courage to say I love you :/)

20. What is your biggest secret?
接受－梁静茹 [Accept - Fish Leong]
(To accept the fact that we already broke up is never a secret though...)

21. What do you think of your friends?
我有我的young - Farenheit 飞轮海
(They do have their own "young" energetic style :D)

22. What will you post this as?
She Believes in Me - Ronan Keating
(Me? O.o)

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
I Believe - Shin Seung Hun@My Sassy Girl OST
(Gosh!!!)

I tag...

1. Ai Li
2. Betsy
3. Boon Woei
4. Cheryl
5. Chun Feng
6. Ivy
7. Kevin
8. Michael
9. Sharon

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written @2:52 AM 0 comments

Juicy Raspberry

Saturday, January 24, 2009

I pampered myself a little more today <3
Proudly present to you the new product of Skin Food :D
I feel so fresh now. I feel so pretty.

New skin. New layout. New start.
Welcome the bull!!!

Labels: indulgence

written @11:48 PM 0 comments

melty pinky

It took me only 30 minutes for this...
I don't keep long nails and I never love pink.

I love Etude House :D

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it's a sunny day

Friday, January 23, 2009

Mandy feels a lot better today :D
She slept very long.
She cleaned the windows.
She is done with her ERB part.
She is done with her marketing proposal.

Mandy has some missions to complete the next few days :D
She needs to do revision on Organizational behavior.
She needs to decorate her house for CNY.
She will do a facial.
She will color her nails.
She will have fun during CNY.
She will go for counseling.

Mandy is fine :D

Labels: updates

written @10:59 PM 0 comments

when banana meets kiwi

Thursday, January 22, 2009

I want to talk about bras, sanitary pads and lotion. Anyone?

I want a company.

Also, I just came to realize that I am going to lost item number 1 on my wish list. Had a great silly laugh on that.

When banana meets kiwi, what will happen?

Labels: random

written @12:48 AM 2 comments

when you try to deny abnormality

Saturday, January 17, 2009

By jotting down my all my weird thoughts, feelings and behaviors I encountered this week, I think I seriously need a brain scanning.
I am fine. Yet I am not.
I am Mandy. No I am not.
I doubt my frontal brain is still alright by now.

Labels: inner thoughts

written @1:36 AM 0 comments

c.a.r.e.e.r.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Two hours journey home made me think a lot.

Macroeconomics reminds me about the economic recession. "Malaysia is always a year behind the developed countries", the experts say. This means that the recession will eventually hit me right after I graduate T.T

So there you have it. I thought about my future career.

I wish that I can work in the radio station. No. Not a DJ but someone behind the scene, someone who can participate in radio programming, or perhaps someone who get to participate in market research, radio advertising etc. Not a must to work with a radio station actually. I don't mind other broadcast network though. I thought of radio station just because it seems to be more than a 9 to 5 work, seems cool... for no reason :P

Besides radio station, I thought of being a wedding planner. I don't know what it takes to qualify as a wedding planner but I think there sure be ways to make myself a wedding planner. Why a wedding planner? I was a little worried that in future I might not be able to find my Mr. Right and get married. Hence I thought of helping people to plan their weddings which indirectly also help expand my network :P Okay. I was bullshitting. I just want to gain some experience in event management. That's all about it. I thought of planning kids parties but I am afraid of kids. I also thought of planning funerals but I don't want to face death everyday. I thought of other events like concerts, performing arts etc but something seems left out. Hence, a wedding planner :)

Above two are listed under my daydream list actually. Besides daydreaming, I also came up with some backup plans. I thought of the me being jobless after I graduate. What can I do if that happens? The first thing that came across my mind was my ABA (autism) therapist cert. I nearly forgot that I attended therapist training before. If I really jobless then I might consider working with autistic children again. The field is always in need of people anyway. Plus the pay is not that bad and I shouldn't waste my cert right? Though the course fees cost me just 100 bucks.

Next I thought of getting a conveyancing job in law firm. I think I still remember how to read the proclamation of sale contract. I think I still remember how to type a letter of undertaking, create a new sale and purchase agreement, follow up land search in the land office etc.

If that doesn't work, I might go interview for a secretary or a personal assistant job. Besides typing, photocopying, handling files and phone calls, I think I can make a nice cup of coffee too :)

A receptionist job will do also actually. If I am going into that, I might consider those late nights receptionist job. No. Not taxi hotlines, Mc delivery and sorts... I am referring to those seeking for help, seeking for advice... those kinda hotlines. Aside of sex issues which I have no experience at all, other issues like relationship loves, depression, self-helplessness, studies problem etc, I might be good at it :) I am a psychology student mah. I took counseling theories and techniques before! If emo then lets emo together :P

If people don't like me being a receptionist then I might consider opening an online shop. What can I sell then? Definitely not clothes. That's way too common and too many competitors. I was thinking of weird funky earrings, fake eyelashes, bags, soft toys and even bouquet of flowers!!! I doubt I know how to wrap a bouquet of flowers but this can be learned right? I even thought of making it an online gift wrapping shop, where I might be selling flowers, fancy cards, and soft toys like teddy bears and chocolates perhaps... people will get choose what gift they want to get for their love ones and what kinda wrapping design they want then send me the address of the receiver... I will then do the ordering, designing, wrapping and lastly, delivery!!! How cool is that?

What about being a translator? An African translator definitely. I can go and learn African language, the embassy of Africa might need me then and I will definitely get to meet many Africans! I might get the chance to visit South Africa also! Black guys, abalones, diamonds!!! *slaps

This is really back to reality. Promoter jobs are available everywhere and definitely a competitive market as well. If I can find those that don't discriminate my body then I will definitely go for it.

I think it's time to get myself a part time job de. I am getting more and more afraid to ask my parents for allowance as days go by, which I can't explain why.

I didn't know two hours can create so much thoughts.

Labels: thoughts

written @11:33 PM 0 comments

Monday, January 12, 2009

Freaky.

Never in my entire undergraduate life I did a 17-page paper work. What's more is a non-psychology subject.

Satisfied is the word for now.

Stupid.
That's for later which I will be having a 4 to 6pm class.
I skipped the 2 to 4pm class for the freaky assignment. Ding Dong Bell

Questioning.
Why must the people boycott Coca Cola and Starbucks? They are my life!

Thinking.
Will I do well in psychometric testing, if that's for my thesis.

Labels: conversations, the self

written @2:44 PM 0 comments

Friday, January 9, 2009

Will retail therapy helps?

written @9:40 PM 0 comments

BIG

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Daughter: how much did I weigh when I was born?

Mom: 8 pounds. You have big bones.

When I was a baby, I am big enough to have people kept staring at me. When I was in primary school, people just can't help themselves to keep reminding me how big size I am.

So there you have it. I wear UK size 10/12, 5ft 7, big-boned, weigh 147lbs.

Labels: the self

written @3:13 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

1st Semester of Year 3
I am afraid of many things. There are certain electives which sound interesting but the assessment are scary enough. There are requirements to work in groups/teams again but I can't have 20 people in a group.

Can I manage these changes well?

Brokeback Mountain is definitely one of my favorite movie from now on. I don't feel disgust when I see Jack and Ennis kisses. The director and the cast did a pretty good job in portraying such a wonderful and romantic relationship. Let's put all possible issues aside and view such relationships as the id and unconscious desires which are challenged by the superego, you don't want to miss such a nice movie perhaps. =)

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written @9:31 PM 0 comments

Miluju tě

Monday, January 5, 2009

I have never been so deeply attached to a drama before. Drama and real life, they are both different. I understand that. I never fancy happy endings. Yet this time I wanted so much that Guy A and Girl A were to live happily ever after. I have projected my hope towards them. Something that I fail to do so in real life I have projected the hope towards them.

The entire drama is fully "cooked" by now, meaning I have finished watching it. No matter how much tears I washed off with, whether it's because of the drama or it's because of something else, it's gonna end here. I know I'd be punished for what I have did in the past. I am not going to escape it.

The necklace, I am not gonna wear it anymore. I will keep it well with the bracelet, the bear, the couple, the letters, the cards, the poem, the diary, all inside the box. I am not so sure when I might dig those things out again. Just let it be there till my hearts call them back again.

"Everyone is an actor in their own life" (Choong, 2008). My pasts, they were all beautiful ones.

I feel sorry for them, but I never regret.

erm. If you have puffy eyes, put two cold teaspoons on them will definitely help. Teabags or coffee bags will be better though. The caffeine will stimulate help to boost the circulation.

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written @7:08 PM 0 comments

Mom loves Tony Roma's

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Woke up in the morning, the first thing I did was surfing the net... browsing through famous food blogs and searched for nice cafe, restaurants and sorts... It's because I've got a mission - to decide where to have a be-early birthday celebration specially for Mom.

My family just like to plan things at the very last min. Those "aha" moments will only appear at critical times perhaps... blame on the genes. Anyway, we chose Tony Roma's at last.

Mom didn't know that she was gonna have the staffs over there to give her a birthday treat and sing her birthday song. =D

the guy holding the desserts was the one I mentioned to you. you know who you are ^^

I didn't expect that also o.O
Though I was the one who asked the waiter what special desserts we can get for my Mom to celebrate her birthday, I didn't know that we will have waiters waitresses standing in a line and start singing birthday song to my Mom. Anyway, the process is not important lar right? Mom was happy, everyone was happy and we did enjoy ourselves. That's most important after all=D

Labels: Mom's birthday

written @2:09 AM 0 comments

Prague. Wishes

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Currently "cooking" a drama - Lovers in Prague

I started "cooking" it when the clock strike 12 yesterday. "cooked" 3 episodes in one go and my tears never stop flowing from the beginning. I can't believe that I have showered my 1st day of 2009 with tears. Seriously hope that this 2009 will not be filled with sadness but lotsa joys and happiness.

I am looking forward for this year pretty much. I can't really tell why. All these while I was wishing for the ability to time travel, looking back into the past and sorts... indeed it's those past that shape the me today. Anyhow, moving forward is considered as a good thing right? I am going to move forward. Say Yay to the future!!! =D

I set no New Year resolutions for this year. It's because of my last new year's resolution...

study hard. in fact my CGPA keep dropping...
spend only when it's necessary. omg... i don't know how much i spent this year...
be satisfied. never... never!!!
stop procrastinating. LOL
adopt a healthy lifestyle. this one got worse after spring... and stupid anemia.
be more woman-like. I am not too sure about this yet...

I have no one to blame on those failures. Apparently it's me who didn't work through them. Determination counts and I doubt I have that. Hence, instead of setting resolutions, I am gonna set a wish list for this coming 2009. At least with that I won't get so upset when things don't work out as how they should be. btw, I knew Michael tagged everyone to state what we wish for 2009. So it will be a blend of both lar yea.

Mandy's wish list for 2009:

1) a boyfriend/a partner/ a husband who will at least celebrate this year's CNY, Valentine's, April Fool, and Christmas with me...
2) a happy and healthy family
3) fully invest on skincare
4) increase savings in my banking account
5) internship opportunities
6) a perfectly done thesis
7) an opportunity to drive
8) a memorable holiday trip with my dearest friends
9) eat tiramisu happily
10) a happy 21st birthday
11) not so tiring part time jobs
12) a healthy lifestyle
13) world peace, less disasters
14) a memorable 2009 of course!!!

written @11:50 PM 0 comments