I don't remember when was the last time I complained, whined, and emo. I only remember those times when people smiled. Over the past few days, I was helping some of them with their work. Though the outcomes ain't prefect but I love and 'd enjoy the entire process. I love it more than when I am in a relationship with someone. Perhaps it is because I am dealing with more beings than putting all my efforts on merely someone. I'd asked myself why izzit so and what am I looking forward. The answer is... joy. If you are to ask me what did I gain in return, it would be happiness and knowledge. When I was going through someone's work, went on with discussions, I was learning and rehearsing the knowledge from time to time. I enjoy spending the days and nights working on the outcomes together and at times I wish this will never ends. Yet, sooner or later I am gonna graduate. Time waits for no man indeed.

I feel exhausted too, both mentally and physically. Well, it proves that I am not a robot but a human being. I still can gain back my energy within few hours of sleep but not as energetic as back to Year 1. It's a sign of aging.

Mid May of last year, I cut my hair to the length that I am still having right today. Last year's July, I was interning in a legal firm in town all by myself. Back to college in September the same year, I had the most fearful and stressful semester ever. This year's February, I sinked into the dark moments of my life. Until May, I was still excessively worried about my coping progress. I foresee myself that I could no longer be productive, no more internship for me and worst of all, graduation seems to be impossible. One birthday celebration, one event, one beach, one sea, one human, one mirror; changed my entire life again. I didn't expect what had happened today, and I didn't know all these would have happened. Tomorrow's internship, is gonna mean alot to me. I cannot predict what will happen up next, but I believe my life won't turn upside down again, at least not this moment.

Life is unpredictable, but we always have a choice on whether to let people invade our life.