Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.
Buongiorno
Buongiorno means Hello! in Italian. Welcome to my land.
I don't know what you can benefit from here but if you don't mind me sharing my own perspectives about life, you are always welcome to leave your footprints here.
As the title per say, I do believe that real smile comes from within. Hence, don't frown because you will never know who's falling in love with your smile.
Smile :-)
About me
People know me as Mandy/ Mun Yee. I am into horror films, weird stuffs, cappuccino, dark chocolate, fashion, and desserts.
I used to be the one who always attempt to hide behind a masquerade mask presuming that the parade will never end and the clock will never strike 12. Living under the shadows of guilt for 4 years eventually suck the joy out of my life.
9th June 2009 was the day I reborn. I now strive for a happier yet satisfying life. Hopefully by remembering how the past shapes me, gives me hope for future. I will live everyday to the fullest possible, as if tomorrow never comes.
I am gonna have a 6 hours straight class starting this Dec for 710 weeks!!! I do have a choice actually... :(
I was running through a journal which emphasized on the effect of parenting style on child's weight gain... they actually found out that authoritarian parenting is associated with high risk of overweight in children (Rhee et al., 2006) What's more the research showed higher significance among authoritarian mothers... This is superb cool leh!!! o.OIn case you don't know what's authoritarian, it means high in demanding and less emphasis on responsiveness.... now you know... think wisely what type of parents you are/want to be in future perhaps o.O
I got free rides and free lunch... and I really enjoy your company... what else could I say??? Take care and keep in touch dearies... all the best in your future undertakings :)
You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Then mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do? I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch♥ The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Till we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch♥ The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Till we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you And I know how hard you've tried I've watched while love commands you And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch♥ The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Till we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
received two bags I bought online two days ago... the quality is way better than I've expected... you don't want to know how long I've been observing the website... highly recommend Niceshop :)
bought myself a new purse finally... that was planned since early February... but is alike so hard to find myself a suitable one... I am amazed with the time I spent hunting for just a purse :P bumped into Chun Feng in MV yesterday... one word - surprise!!! never expected to see him around there really... 'm still amazed with our 303 poster till today... thanks Sharon, Kevin and Ai Li (reverse alpha order) for making such a good work really... never expect that Dr. Anasuya likes our poster so much... I kinda fall for Olivia Ong these days... I felt like getting her debut A Girl Meets Bossanova yesterday... but I didn't get it in the end of the day :( the CD shop was playing the song Fly Me to The Moon when I stepped in... I dunno how long I stayed inside the shop just to listen to her album... regret regret for not buying :(
went The Garden earlier... Redbox was newly lauched and they invited Nicholas Teo, Fish Leong, Michael Wong, and Z Chen to perform at the Concourse Hall... meeting your idol is a great thing... still I dislike crowds... if it's not because of my sister I won't go and stalk Fish Leong... I did fit myself in the fans crowd after all... the feeling ain't really good but I kinda enjoy listening to Fish Leong's voice on LIVE :) there are a few guys who makes my life today a significant one... they taught me lotsa things... Daddy, he is the one I always look up at... no one can replace him in my life... Zhi Kok, he is the one who first taught me what's relationship love... how to fell and recover all by myself... Jason, he is my first love at first sight... he is the second guy I ever admire after my Dad... Ji Munn, he taught me a great lesson about love, honesty, responsibility and guilt... and Kevin, he teaches me about the reality of life... and he is the only guy I never fell in love with... guess my life ain't that sad after all... I don't really need to love a guy only I will get to learn and grow =) Ivy, my girlfriend wanted to buy me flowers earlier!!! omg omg... I am superb happy now... *grinning around* to be continued...
I have many random thoughts being suppressed over the week... only remember these now... The LRT was too packed... a pregnant lady's stomach kissed my back... and gosh... I could feel the infant's heart beat... the feeling was so amazing... I feel the urge to be a mother till now ^^ Went out with the sister yesterday... promised her too many outings and I always ffk... We watched two movies in a day - Igor and Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa
Madagascar was good... very entertaining... Moto Moto means hot you know... I like all the characters especially Melman the giraffe... they are just so cuteeeeee... I personally recommend you guys to watch Igor... the storyline is more in depth than Madagascar... it's about a talented hunchback who wanted to be an evil scientist because that would prove him as a significant somebody than a nobody in his country... he created a monster aka human yet it wasn't created to be evil just as he wished after all... the story is just too touching in the end and I personally like this quote "It is better to be a good nobody than an evil somebody"... everyone wants to be somebody just like Joe somebody... everyone wants to be unique just as Marty the zebra in Madagascar... and appears unique to their loves one just like Gloria the hippo wished from Melman the giraffe in Madagascar... are we going to be satisfied being just a good nobody??? I think I always want to be a good somebody instead of nobody... that's very sad ain't it?? It's time to reflect self... sigh... I'm heading off to The Gardens later... hope to see Fish Leong later :P
Everyone knows that it takes two hands to do the clapping... and one hand is merely tapping... the current condition does not allow me to do any clapping... thus all I could do now is merely tapping... I didn't know that I can control its frequency after all... all these while I am used to tapping very quickly and emotionally... and it hurts... as for now... I know I can choose to tap slowly and follow everyone's rhythm... when it reaches an emergency state, I should be alert and tap harder so as to get everyone's attention... Things will work out in the end of the day... just don't burn out
"jung jung jung..." some mumblings I created over the weeks... it just popped out and I can't see any links for that... not Carl Jung okay... something went wrong... "jung jung jung..." something unexpected happened... "jung jung jung..."
When you get to see how a person who is closest to you break down right in front of you, you will know how important it is to take good care of yourself...
we stay in the same residential area... we attended the same kindergarten... we used to be each other playmate... we attended the same primary school... we registered in the same secondary school... and we were in the same class in our final year... chemistry worked... at first it sparked, then it exploded... time flies and many things change... everything went round and round... we are attending the same college now... attending the same course... having the same lecturers... sharing the same lecture halls... till today we are still staying in the same residential area... is this merely coincidence??? I lost everything I did for PSY207... references... drafts... everything... it's not my fault... not my fault at all... and I can't blame anyone now... I am pissed... seriously pissed....
Do you hear me, Talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
